thirteen;

Tell me why exactly

do you want to be friends?

twelve;

New Slang by The Shins

"Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.

I was happier then with no mind-set."

Tire Swing by Kimya Dawson

"If I stay in one place I lose my mind

I'm a pretty impossible lady to be with"

Ms. Jackson by Outkast

"On the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever. Forever, forever, ever, forever, ever? Forever never seems that long until you're grown. And notice that the day by day rule can't be too long. Ms. Jackson my intentions were good I wish I could, Become a magician to abracadabra all the sadder, Thoughts of me, thoughts of she, thoughts of he, Asking what happened to the feeling that her and me, Had, I pray so much about it need some knee, pads. It happened for a reason one can't be, mad. So know this, know that everything is cool"

Fine Without You by Alkaline Trio

"You got on a plane and off you went.

You're never coming back again."

"I'd kill for you and eat the flesh.

Give you the heart and burn the rest.

A thousand miles ain't shit to walk if I'm walking to hold you but

I'll be just fine without you"

You Will. You? will. You? Will. You? Will. by Bright Eyes

"Now I write when I'm away, letters that you'll never read

You said go explore those other women, the geography of their bodies,

but there's just one map you'll need

You're a boomerang you'll see

You will return to me"

"If you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before

Oh, and I, I just won't have a future anymore."

I just don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You by Colin Hay

Make War by Bright Eyes

"Return, return to the person that you were.

And I will do the same

cause it is too hard to belong to someone who is gone."

eleven;

[photo source: m3]

I opened you up to your creative side,

now I'm out of touch with mine;

ten;

[Source: unknown]

[http://store.delias.com/item.do?itemID=55613&siteID=jsBE5eMxTGI-DLugCXoyMqlhJYzp%2F5*Q0w&crID=55613&crPUB=jsBE5eMxTGI&crTYPE=15

You can get a t-shirt of it here]

I thought I was in love with you,

but continued to push you away.

You were falling out of love with me,

yet you still treating me like a queen;

[I was fooled]

nine;

Our last photo

together.

[I no longer remember

how you look shaved]

Eight;

Red STI

The Departed

John Locke

The Beers

Broken Pabst

Jurassic Park

I'm

Fine

Without

You;

[Despite everything

reminding me

of you]

seven;

[Source: http://iraffiruse.net/post/9745292449]

I always pictured you doing number two.

[ps. I liked that we were in no rush]

[pps. thank god you aren't a gynecologist]

six;

So, as friends,

[publicly]

missing you is okay.

But as the ex-gf,

[privately]

it's pathetic?

idfgi;

[let's all tell

facebook everything!]

five;

[photo credit: m3]

Un-uploaded memories

no longer stuck

on my memory card;

four;

[photo credit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/bitzi/103381631/]

It sounds like me.

Honestly, it does.

I can not remember doing so.

Perhaps it was in a

manic state?

Perhaps

I didn't do it at all.

I feel your pain.

Oh how I wish I could take away your pain.

[don't we all]

three;

[photo credit: http://polaroid.com/en/stream]

You should go to this:

http://www.hifructose.com/the-blog/1751-made-in-polaroid-exhibit.html

I wish I could go with you.

two;

This is not a blog meant for popularity.
It is simply a way for me to express myself.

If the person I originally intended to write this for finds this,

all I have to say is "Hi", and "Welcome".

Please read with caution.

one;

Welcome to my blog.

This will be an adventure and exploration.

Have you ever written out a text,

but then had second thoughts about sending it?

This will be my way to express myself without feeling:

-needy

-selfish

-hurtful

-too blunt

-regretful

If you figure out who I am,

and you think it's about you...

it's probably not.